I've been roaming around for so long, got my mind in the gutter but I still feel so headstrong in my basement, so fucking complacent. But I don't know if I can keep this up, could I borrow your perspective so that i can find what's wrong with me cause you're the person I want to be.
And I've been trying to change, I've been trying but it's hard to draw the line between what's wrong and right when everything you thought was true has secretly been killing you. And I don't know what's left to find, I've lost my fucking piece of mind and I hate myself for growing up to be consumed.
I understand if I'm not who you thought I would be, just a little boy filled with apathy towards a life that didn't pan out like TV. But I still feel the constant strain, getting pulled in a million different ways into places I can't escape while I watch everything I held so close rot away.
And I've been trying to change, I've been trying but it's hard to draw the line between what's wrong and right when everything you thought was true has secretly been killing you. And I don't know what's left to find, I've lost my fucking piece of mind and I hate myself for growing up to be consumed
By the masses, filled with grotesque images in my head but I confess that I can't fucking breathe, suffocating from jealousy of where I want to be.
And I've been trying to change, I've been trying but it's hard to draw the line between what's wrong and right when everything you thought was true has secretly been killing you. And I don't know what's left to find, I've lost my fucking piece of mind and I hate myself for growing up to be consumed.
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